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I'll be at <i>Los Jarritos.</i>

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Okay.

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<i>Romántico?</i>

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Uh, we liked happy.

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-Happy?
-We liked happy.

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-Happy.
-Yeah.

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Yeah… But, like, happy, romantic, fun times.

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-Happy.
-Right.

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<i>Who will be the one who will love me?</i>

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<i>Who will it be?</i>

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<i>Who will give me her love?</i>

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<i>Who will it be?</i>

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<i>We have a group called </i>El Trio Cometa.

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<i>Some people asked,</i>

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<i>"Why trio if there are only two of you?"</i>

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<i>Because people said, "Well, I want</i>
<i>to hire you but I want a trio."</i>

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<i>We made business cards for a trio</i>

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<i>and we distributed them.</i>

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<i>But the reality is</i>

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<i>that only Arturo and I would ever show up.</i>

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<i>My name is Carmelo Muñiz Sánchez.</i>

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<i>I'm 57 years old.</i>

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<i>It's been almost three years</i>

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<i>since I've been to Mexico.</i>

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How are you, my daughter?

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You didn't go to school today?

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What time are you going?

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And your mother?

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Where did she go?

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And Lupe?

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Lupe didn't go to school?

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What?

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Are you there by yourself?

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I said to my eldest daughter,

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"I'd like to spend more time over here.

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Soon, you will be 15,

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and I want to throw you a party.

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But I don't know. I'd like to…"

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And she says, "No, Papi. Just come home.

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I don't want anything.

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I just want you back."

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I've never found a friend like Arturo.

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Arturo is almost like family.

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Because he's always there with me.

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<i>Arturo, back in Guanajuato,</i>
<i>we worked together,</i>

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<i>and I knew him to be a good person.</i>

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<i>But here, he has changed.</i>

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<i>We've had some problems.</i>

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<i>Because he likes to drink.</i>

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<i>And because of that, his nerves betray him.</i>

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<i>So I ask him, "What's wrong with you?</i>

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<i>I don't know you like this."</i>

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<i>And I say, "Whatever. Let's go to work."</i>

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<i>Because like we Mexicans say…</i>

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<i>"Unfortunately, God makes me.</i>

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<i>And I make do."</i>

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<i>With everything that they do to me</i>
<i>and with where I live,</i>

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<i>I just put up with it.</i>

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<i>I'm doing this for my family.</i>

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<i>For no other reason.</i>

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Cheers.

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Cheers, my chubby little friend.

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To money and to love.

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<i>This passionate love</i>

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<i>keeps compelling me to return</i>

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<i>I'm on the road to madness</i>

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<i>And although everything tortures me</i>

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<i>I know how to love</i>

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<i>We parted ways some time ago</i>

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<i>But the moment of loss arrived</i>

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<i>You were so right</i>

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<i>I heed my heart</i>

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<i>And I'm dying to return</i>

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<i>And to return…</i>

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<i>to return to your arms once again</i>

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<i>I will get to wherever you are</i>

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<i>I know how to lose, I can take it.</i>

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<i>My mother and father both sang</i>

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<i>but without guitars or anything.</i>

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<i>They sang at gatherings</i>

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<i>or just for pleasure.</i>

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<i>My mother had a lovely voice.</i>

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<i>I used to like to sing.</i>

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<i>But I never imagined it would be me</i>

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<i>playing the maracas, or the guitar.</i>

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<i>On Sundays, when few people go out,</i>

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<i>we make $25 to $30.</i>

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<i>We can make $40 or $50 each</i>

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<i>on Fridays and Saturdays.</i>

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<i>We also work in a car wash.</i>

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<i>Because here, I have to pay rent.</i>

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<i>I have to send money to my family.</i>

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<i>I pay school expenses</i>
<i>for my daughters.</i>

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<i>And I eat.</i>

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The thing about Carmelo,

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he has a really strong appetite.

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We'll be working, walking the streets,

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and he craves a piece of bread.

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So I tell him, "Go for it, Carmelito.

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Eat it if you like."

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And then he offers me some.
And I say, "No."

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I only eat three meals a day.

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<i>I don't have a place</i>
<i>to store my food.</i>

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<i>At the beginning, the landlord told me</i>

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<i>that she had a refrigerator.</i>

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<i>And she said, "Look, if you buy food,</i>
<i>put it in there."</i>

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<i>But there were some people</i>

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<i>who would take my food.</i>

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<i>So I decided to just get prepared food.</i>

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<i>And I would only store milk.</i>

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<i>But there was a guy</i>

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<i>that would steal my milk,</i>

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<i>and instead of pouring it into a cup,</i>

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<i>he would drink straight from the carton.</i>

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<i>So, I didn't like that.</i>

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<i>I live with four Guatemalans</i>
<i>and two Mexicans.</i>

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<i>And they are like me.</i>

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<i>They are illegal.</i>

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<i>They work in restaurants.</i>

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<i>In the car wash.</i>

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<i>In the car wash,</i>
<i>we work three, four hours</i>

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<i>when it's nice out.</i>

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<i>Many that I know</i>

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<i>who have been in the U.S. for some time,</i>

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<i>I ask them, "Well, why don't you</i>
<i>go back to Mexico?"</i>

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<i>"No," they say, "if I go back to Mexico,</i>

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<i>coming back again</i>
<i>will be really harsh."</i>

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<i>I didn't get past first grade.</i>

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<i>I couldn't continue</i>
<i>because I went to school without eating.</i>

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<i>I struggled as I could.</i>

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<i>I begged in the streets</i>
<i>to help my mother.</i>

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<i>Because my father,</i>
<i>may he rest in peace,</i>

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<i>gave us a very harsh life.</i>

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<i>Over there, when they marry,</i>
<i>the priest asks,</i>

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<i>"Are you ready to have all the children</i>
<i>that God gives you?"</i>

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<i>Many old fashioned people</i>
<i>believe that God determines your fate.</i>

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<i>Once I was annoyed</i>
<i>with my mother, and I said,</i>

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<i>"Mama, why do you have</i>
<i>so many children?"</i>

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<i>Knowing how father is...</i>

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<i>Why bring them to this world?</i>
<i>To suffer?</i>

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<i>My niece, she lent me the money</i>

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<i>"to pay the person that would</i>
<i>bring me over here."</i>

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<i>The coyote.</i>

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<i>I left from Salvatierra around 1:00 p.m.</i>

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<i>In a truck, we drove all afternoon</i>

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<i>and through the night.</i>

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<i>And I arrived the next day</i>

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<i>around 9:00 a.m.</i>
<i>in Ciudad Juárez.</i>

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<i>And from Juárez,</i>
<i>we met with the person</i>

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<i>who was in charge</i>
<i>of taking us over here.</i>

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<i>They took me to a park.</i>

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<i>From the park, one could see Texas.</i>

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<i>Some houses in the U.S.</i>

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<i>So close, houses.</i>

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<i>I stayed in Juárez for 15 days,</i>

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<i>and then he told me, "Let's go."</i>

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<i>And after, we crossed the river</i>

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<i>with Mexican immigration</i>
<i>on one side,</i>

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<i>and U.S. immigration</i>
<i>on the other side.</i>

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<i>On that side, they were patrolling.</i>

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<i>"Run," he said, "before immigration comes."</i>

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<i>We headed out,</i>
<i>walking for a little while.</i>

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<i>Something like a quarter mile.</i>

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<i>And there were houses,</i>
<i>and a man, but he said nothing.</i>

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<i>Then we met some children playing</i>
<i>and it was about 7:00 p.m.</i>

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<i>And then, a young man arrived in a car,</i>
<i>a really nice car.</i>

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<i>We got into the car,</i>
<i>and he took us to a house.</i>

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<i>And after three days,</i>
<i>they sent us away at night.</i>

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<i>We got into a van</i>
<i>with many workers</i>

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<i>who were going to harvest onions.</i>

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<i>We drove and reached a town.</i>

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<i>And there he took me to a bus,</i>
<i>and he got a ticket for me.</i>

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<i>He said, "All right.</i>
<i>You should lay low."</i>

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<i>And he sent me to Los Angeles, alone.</i>

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<i>And I didn't have a dime.</i>

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When Carmelo called me
in San Francisco,

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I asked him where he was.

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And he said, "I'm in Los Angeles."

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He asked, "How are you in San Francisco?"
I said, "I'm well.

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If you want, you should come up here."

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He had told me on the telephone
that he felt bad, and couldn't find work.

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That he couldn't figure out
how to get things going.

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So I told him, "Come here, Carmelo."

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Just come here to San Francisco.

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And we'll see how things go.

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He told me,
"Tomorrow I'll arrive in San Francisco."

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So I went to welcome him.

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And we started working that same day.

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And I have not once let go
of his hand since he arrived.

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<i>With or without money</i>

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<i>I always do what I like</i>

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<i>And my word is the law</i>

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<i>I don't have a throne or a queen</i>

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<i>Or anyone who supports me</i>

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<i>But I'm still the king</i>

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<i>And to return…</i>

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<i>To return to your arms once again</i>

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<i>I will get to wherever you are</i>

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<i>I know how to lose, I can take it</i>

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<i>I want to return…</i>

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<i>My mother has diabetes.</i>

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<i>And they tell me she's gotten worse.</i>

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<i>She had problems with one foot</i>

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<i>and they cut practically</i>
<i>the whole leg off.</i>

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<i>And since I have been here in this country,</i>

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<i>I don't know what happened</i>
<i>to her other leg,</i>

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<i>but they had to cut this one off too.</i>

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<i>So, my wife tells me that there is</i>
<i>so little of Mama left in the bed.</i>

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Good, my daughter. And you?

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And your mother?

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And your grandmother, how is she?

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God willing, I'll arrive around 4:30.

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Will you go with her?

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Tell your mother that I'm not going to call.

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God willing, I'll get there.

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Are you going to school now?

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When are you going on vacation?

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Wednesday?

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Okay.

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Well, my daughter, take good care.

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May God take care of you.

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We'll see each other tomorrow.

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Hopefully, I won't land in the ocean.

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<i>I want God to help me</i>

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<i>because if He is to take her away…</i>

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<i>I feel sadness</i>

229
00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:52,840
<i>at what my mother has suffered with us.</i>

230
00:19:56,681 --> 00:19:59,061
<i>So I ask God</i>

231
00:19:59,061 --> 00:20:01,983
<i>that when I am by her side,</i>

232
00:20:01,983 --> 00:20:05,448
<i>that if He is willing to let her stay</i>

233
00:20:05,448 --> 00:20:08,370
<i>that she doesn't suffer anymore.</i>

234
00:20:20,603 --> 00:20:23,151
You guys were great to me.

235
00:20:23,151 --> 00:20:26,532
This will always be your home.

236
00:20:29,705 --> 00:20:31,249
In March,

237
00:20:31,249 --> 00:20:33,421
if I come back, I'll call you.

238
00:20:33,421 --> 00:20:34,506
Okay.

239
00:20:34,506 --> 00:20:35,802
-Mm-hm.
-Okay?

240
00:20:59,891 --> 00:21:04,149
<i>I'm nervous because</i>
<i>I've never traveled by airplane.</i>

241
00:21:04,149 --> 00:21:06,446
<i>I don't know how it feels</i>
<i>to be up so high.</i>

242
00:21:09,117 --> 00:21:12,249
Hold it in your hand because
they will ask for it again.

243
00:21:20,097 --> 00:21:22,351
Are you checking luggage?

244
00:21:24,023 --> 00:21:25,149
I have this luggage.

245
00:21:25,149 --> 00:21:27,612
Okay. Put it here, please.

246
00:21:30,493 --> 00:21:34,627
I am going to ask you
some security questions.

247
00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:37,298
Your luggage has always been
under your supervision?

248
00:21:39,470 --> 00:21:42,811
Did you pack your own luggage?

249
00:21:42,811 --> 00:21:45,398
Did anyone give you anything to transport?

250
00:21:45,398 --> 00:21:46,566
No.

251
00:21:46,566 --> 00:21:48,070
Are you carrying anything that…

252
00:21:48,070 --> 00:21:49,490
Shoes, clothes…

253
00:21:49,490 --> 00:21:54,123
-Oil, gas, paint, something like that?
-No.

254
00:21:54,123 --> 00:21:56,795
And here too, clothes…
and more clothes.

255
00:21:56,795 --> 00:21:59,676
Is this all that you are going to check?

256
00:21:59,676 --> 00:22:00,929
Okay.

257
00:22:06,190 --> 00:22:08,361
I'm a little bit nervous.

258
00:22:08,361 --> 00:22:10,030
Very…

259
00:22:10,781 --> 00:22:12,077
A little bit nervous.

260
00:22:31,908 --> 00:22:33,785
<i>Today, Saturday!</i>

261
00:22:34,914 --> 00:22:36,834
<i>Disco Night.</i>

262
00:22:36,834 --> 00:22:39,088
<i>Remember, Ladies Night.</i>

263
00:22:41,010 --> 00:22:42,178
Wake up, Juanita.

264
00:22:45,434 --> 00:22:46,939
Stay, Lucky. Stay!

265
00:22:47,856 --> 00:22:48,943
Juanita.

266
00:22:50,779 --> 00:22:51,907
Juanita.

267
00:22:52,950 --> 00:22:53,911
Juanita.

268
00:23:49,146 --> 00:23:52,402
<i>Lupe is the type of person…</i>

269
00:23:52,402 --> 00:23:55,325
<i>She doesn't like to talk at all.</i>

270
00:23:55,325 --> 00:23:57,788
<i>When she sees other people,</i>

271
00:23:57,788 --> 00:24:00,543
<i>they talk to her, and she doesn't answer.</i>

272
00:24:02,130 --> 00:24:08,517
<i>And I ask her, "When are you</i>
<i>going to get rid of your shyness?"</i>

273
00:24:08,517 --> 00:24:10,522
<i>"No, Papi," she says.</i>

274
00:24:10,522 --> 00:24:13,568
<i>"Why don't you answer?"</i>
<i>"I don't know."</i>

275
00:24:13,568 --> 00:24:17,910
<i>I said, "Look, you have</i>
<i>to get along with people.</i>

276
00:24:17,910 --> 00:24:21,960
<i>You have to coexist with people,</i>
<i>interact with them."</i>

277
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,463
<i>And she doesn't answer.</i>

278
00:25:11,559 --> 00:25:12,979
Good morning!

279
00:25:13,981 --> 00:25:15,360
Good morning!

280
00:25:18,658 --> 00:25:19,951
Did you sleep well?

281
00:25:23,333 --> 00:25:25,379
I said, "Did you sleep well?"

282
00:25:25,379 --> 00:25:28,385
Yes, you know I did.

283
00:25:29,470 --> 00:25:33,436
Yesterday I was very ill, my son.

284
00:25:33,436 --> 00:25:35,941
I feel my eyes are really bad.

285
00:25:35,941 --> 00:25:37,778
A terrible thing.

286
00:25:37,778 --> 00:25:40,117
I spent the whole day crying.

287
00:25:40,117 --> 00:25:43,081
I couldn't take it anymore.
My eyes.

288
00:25:43,081 --> 00:25:45,961
Did you like the cactus juice I brought?

289
00:25:47,507 --> 00:25:50,054
I brought you the cactus juice.
Did you like it?

290
00:25:51,139 --> 00:25:52,850
Yesterday?

291
00:25:52,850 --> 00:25:56,859
I thought it was…

292
00:25:56,859 --> 00:26:00,031
papaya or another fruit.

293
00:26:00,031 --> 00:26:01,076
It was cactus.

294
00:26:01,076 --> 00:26:02,619
It was good, my son.

295
00:26:03,205 --> 00:26:04,999
It was good,

296
00:26:04,999 --> 00:26:05,959
whatever it was.

297
00:26:06,961 --> 00:26:08,965
So, should I bring more?

298
00:26:10,345 --> 00:26:12,639
Did you like this juice
so that I bring it again?

299
00:26:13,975 --> 00:26:15,854
Yes, I liked it.

300
00:26:16,981 --> 00:26:18,986
I drank it,

301
00:26:18,986 --> 00:26:21,157
although I didn't know what it was.

302
00:26:21,157 --> 00:26:28,003
At the end, I got the papaya peel,
I thought.

303
00:26:28,798 --> 00:26:33,349
God bless you, son.
May He fill us with blessings.

304
00:27:01,111 --> 00:27:02,532
Good afternoon.

305
00:27:38,853 --> 00:27:44,073
<i>I had a beautiful illusion</i>
<i>to have a love</i>

306
00:27:44,073 --> 00:27:49,082
<i>for which I would be worthy</i>

307
00:27:49,082 --> 00:27:54,133
<i>If you were my woman,</i>
<i>I would have been able to love you</i>

308
00:27:54,133 --> 00:27:58,141
<i>with all my soul</i>

309
00:27:58,141 --> 00:28:08,120
<i>God made you a woman</i>
<i>for the good of my life</i>

310
00:28:08,120 --> 00:28:13,088
<i>For that, I would sing and cry</i>
<i>that I love you</i>

311
00:28:13,088 --> 00:28:18,309
<i>My little treasure</i>

312
00:28:18,309 --> 00:28:23,736
<i>So, I leave you my voice</i>
<i>calling your name</i>

313
00:28:23,736 --> 00:28:28,786
<i>begging you for your love</i>

314
00:28:33,463 --> 00:28:35,760
<i>The crazy Mariachi wants to dance</i>

315
00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,306
<i>The crazy Mariachi wants to enjoy</i>

316
00:28:40,518 --> 00:28:43,024
<i>The crazy Mariachi wants to dance</i>

317
00:28:43,024 --> 00:28:45,820
<i>The crazy Mariachi wants to enjoy</i>

318
00:29:04,148 --> 00:29:06,111
<i>Juanita, my daughter…</i>

319
00:29:06,987 --> 00:29:08,115
<i>I love them both.</i>

320
00:29:08,741 --> 00:29:11,580
<i>But Juanita is different.</i>

321
00:29:12,164 --> 00:29:15,965
<i>I say to her, "Look,</i>
<i>I want you both to study."</i>

322
00:29:15,965 --> 00:29:18,469
<i>Because sometimes,</i>
<i>she doesn't want to study.</i>

323
00:29:19,305 --> 00:29:22,436
<i>But I tell her, "Look.</i>

324
00:29:22,436 --> 00:29:24,648
<i>If one day you get married,</i>

325
00:29:24,648 --> 00:29:27,236
<i>I don't know</i>
<i>if your husband will leave you,</i>

326
00:29:27,236 --> 00:29:29,240
<i>and you might have children,</i>
<i>and if you do,</i>

327
00:29:29,240 --> 00:29:31,202
<i>what will you do?</i>

328
00:29:31,202 --> 00:29:35,463
<i>If you can work so that</i>
<i>your children don't suffer..."</i>

329
00:29:36,171 --> 00:29:38,176
<i>And she doesn't answer.</i>

330
00:29:38,176 --> 00:29:43,185
<i>That's why, if I can return</i>
<i>to San Francisco,</i>

331
00:29:43,185 --> 00:29:45,357
<i>it's to make a sacrifice,</i>

332
00:29:45,357 --> 00:29:48,196
<i>because if one day,</i>
<i>God takes me,</i>

333
00:29:48,196 --> 00:29:50,785
<i>at least I could leave you</i>
<i>with a place to live.</i>

334
00:30:18,798 --> 00:30:22,012
A cousin invited me to a café

335
00:30:22,012 --> 00:30:23,182
with her boyfriend.

336
00:30:23,850 --> 00:30:28,359
And there, I met Carmelo.

337
00:30:29,027 --> 00:30:35,038
And I told my cousin's boyfriend,

338
00:30:35,038 --> 00:30:37,627
"This guy is really ugly.

339
00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:40,049
I don't like him."

340
00:30:40,049 --> 00:30:42,429
Another day passed.

341
00:30:42,429 --> 00:30:44,641
And they told me,
"You know what?

342
00:30:44,641 --> 00:30:47,271
That ugly man is coming
to see you tomorrow."

343
00:31:01,885 --> 00:31:04,055
<i>I went through a period</i>

344
00:31:04,055 --> 00:31:06,603
<i>of about 11 years.</i>

345
00:31:07,730 --> 00:31:11,278
<i>A very bad period.</i>

346
00:31:11,278 --> 00:31:14,284
<i>At lunch,</i>
<i>I would fight with my wife.</i>

347
00:31:14,284 --> 00:31:17,289
<i>At dinner,</i>
<i>I would fight with my wife.</i>

348
00:31:17,289 --> 00:31:20,338
<i>In bed,</i>
<i>I would fight with my wife.</i>

349
00:31:20,338 --> 00:31:24,095
<i>Even when I would have sex with her,</i>
<i>we would fight.</i>

350
00:31:24,095 --> 00:31:26,393
<i>We were fighting all the time.</i>

351
00:31:26,393 --> 00:31:28,354
<i>I don't know</i>
<i>what was happening with me.</i>

352
00:31:28,354 --> 00:31:32,361
<i>It reached a point</i>

353
00:31:32,361 --> 00:31:34,365
<i>that I was going to separate</i>
<i>from her.</i>

354
00:31:34,365 --> 00:31:37,748
<i>I don't know what was happening.</i>

355
00:31:39,711 --> 00:31:42,717
<i>I said, "My Lord,</i>
<i>I know that in this life,</i>

356
00:31:42,717 --> 00:31:44,679
<i>no one is more powerful than You,</i>

357
00:31:44,679 --> 00:31:46,097
<i>because You've created everything.</i>

358
00:31:48,019 --> 00:31:53,320
<i>Later on,</i>
<i>I went to Mexico City.</i>

359
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:58,329
<i>I visited a woman</i>
<i>that cures through witchcraft.</i>

360
00:31:58,329 --> 00:32:02,380
<i>And she said,</i> <i>"Look,</i>
<i>a curse has been cast upon you.</i>

361
00:32:02,380 --> 00:32:04,175
<i>They want you dead.</i>

362
00:32:06,055 --> 00:32:07,474
<i>You need to be cured."</i>

363
00:32:09,144 --> 00:32:10,396
<i>Okay.</i>

364
00:32:17,034 --> 00:32:19,371
<i>I was devastated</i>

365
00:32:19,371 --> 00:32:22,462
<i>and didn't know what to do.</i>

366
00:32:28,725 --> 00:32:35,363
<i>Every day, I bathed</i>
<i>in water and garlic.</i>

367
00:32:35,363 --> 00:32:39,746
<i>I roamed around</i>
<i>smelling so strongly.</i>

368
00:32:42,376 --> 00:32:44,422
Get your key chains,
your rosaries.

369
00:32:44,422 --> 00:32:46,425
Get your miracles!

370
00:32:51,436 --> 00:32:53,942
It's corn! And you eat it!

371
00:33:01,790 --> 00:33:04,337
<i>I prayed hard</i>
<i>to the Virgin of Guadalupe.</i>

372
00:33:05,088 --> 00:33:07,051
<i>With all my heart,</i>
<i>I begged her.</i>

373
00:33:29,764 --> 00:33:32,309
<i>So, at the end of Mass,</i>

374
00:33:32,309 --> 00:33:34,941
<i>the priest sprinkled us</i>
<i>with holy water.</i>

375
00:33:46,045 --> 00:33:49,427
<i>I remember that a drop</i>
<i>of holy water fell on my forehead.</i>

376
00:33:49,427 --> 00:33:53,560
<i>I felt like suddenly I was falling.</i>

377
00:34:04,291 --> 00:34:07,797
<i>From then on,</i>
<i>I began to change my life.</i>

378
00:34:08,507 --> 00:34:11,512
<i>Now, I take good care of my family,</i>

379
00:34:11,512 --> 00:34:14,519
<i>and I am quite happy.</i>

380
00:34:14,519 --> 00:34:16,523
<i>Because everything changed.</i>

381
00:34:21,073 --> 00:34:23,495
I would put it down low.

382
00:34:23,495 --> 00:34:26,793
It would be better higher.

383
00:34:29,465 --> 00:34:31,469
Climb up,
and I will give it to you.

384
00:34:36,730 --> 00:34:38,066
You got it?

385
00:34:54,557 --> 00:34:57,731
<i>Wake up</i>

386
00:34:59,566 --> 00:35:04,662
<i>Sweet love of my life</i>

387
00:35:07,583 --> 00:35:11,465
<i>Wake up</i>

388
00:35:12,260 --> 00:35:17,185
<i>If you are asleep</i>

389
00:35:19,149 --> 00:35:22,029
<i>Hear my voice</i>

390
00:35:22,029 --> 00:35:27,999
<i>vibrate below your window</i>

391
00:35:29,585 --> 00:35:32,591
<i>In this song</i>

392
00:35:32,591 --> 00:35:38,395
<i>I've come to give you my soul</i>

393
00:35:41,108 --> 00:35:45,117
<i>Forgive me</i>

394
00:35:45,117 --> 00:35:49,959
<i>if I interrupt your dreams</i>

395
00:35:51,545 --> 00:35:54,552
<i>But I couldn't resist</i>

396
00:35:54,552 --> 00:35:59,394
<i>And tonight, I've come to say</i>

397
00:36:01,566 --> 00:36:04,822
<i>I love you</i>

398
00:36:09,165 --> 00:36:11,627
It's a little bit off.

399
00:36:14,508 --> 00:36:18,641
When he was over there,
we lived better,

400
00:36:18,641 --> 00:36:21,106
but we missed him.

401
00:36:23,110 --> 00:36:25,655
And now that he is here,

402
00:36:25,655 --> 00:36:28,620
though sometimes
we don't have much,

403
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:32,754
we are happier
because we are together.

404
00:36:34,465 --> 00:36:36,302
Like we say,

405
00:36:36,302 --> 00:36:38,306
money isn't everything.

406
00:36:38,306 --> 00:36:43,358
But it is part of life.

407
00:36:43,358 --> 00:36:47,825
Without money,
we can't do much.

408
00:36:47,825 --> 00:36:55,673
So, if I go back
to the U.S. again,

409
00:36:55,673 --> 00:36:57,637
it would be a big sacrifice.

410
00:36:58,471 --> 00:37:00,308
<i>I'd be leaving my family.</i>

411
00:37:02,687 --> 00:37:08,700
<i>In San Francisco, at times,</i>
<i>I could make $100 a night.</i>

412
00:37:08,700 --> 00:37:13,000
<i>Here in Salvatierra,</i>
<i>I make that in two weeks.</i>

413
00:37:21,642 --> 00:37:23,646
Some days, he works.
Other days, no.

414
00:37:23,646 --> 00:37:26,653
And since work has been
slow since January,

415
00:37:26,653 --> 00:37:29,909
he already feels like leaving.

416
00:37:29,909 --> 00:37:32,539
I want to go back over there

417
00:37:32,539 --> 00:37:34,377
because…

418
00:37:34,377 --> 00:37:35,713
the girls are growing up,

419
00:37:35,713 --> 00:37:39,177
and I don't know what fate…
will hold for them.

420
00:37:39,720 --> 00:37:43,728
He wants to go to make
a bigger house for the girls.

421
00:37:43,728 --> 00:37:46,735
But that's his decision,
like the other time.

422
00:37:46,735 --> 00:37:49,656
It's his decision,
and I respect his decisions.

423
00:37:56,462 --> 00:37:59,760
<i>My nephew insists</i>
<i>when I make a decision,</i>

424
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:01,347
<i>I just have to call them,</i>

425
00:38:01,347 --> 00:38:04,269
<i>and they will help me</i>
<i>by paying for the coyote.</i>

426
00:38:05,688 --> 00:38:08,695
If he can help me,

427
00:38:08,695 --> 00:38:10,699
I can go back to San Francisco.

428
00:38:14,665 --> 00:38:19,758
I want to say...

429
00:38:19,758 --> 00:38:21,762
I am leaving tomorrow.

430
00:38:21,762 --> 00:38:23,766
But I don't know.

431
00:38:46,521 --> 00:38:51,738
To help my reflexes
when playing my guitar.

432
00:38:51,738 --> 00:38:55,329
Exercise helps me a lot.

433
00:38:56,958 --> 00:39:04,807
And since I feel a bit chubby,
it helps me lose weight.

434
00:39:04,807 --> 00:39:11,821
And when I'm heavy, I can't
quite reach the musical notes.

435
00:39:12,822 --> 00:39:14,784
That's why I come.

436
00:39:14,784 --> 00:39:16,788
Not daily.
I don't come every day.

437
00:39:36,788 --> 00:39:39,793
When I told him
I was coming to Salvatierra,

438
00:39:39,793 --> 00:39:44,095
Arturo said,
"Wait one more year,

439
00:39:45,846 --> 00:39:48,853
and then you can really
earn something,

440
00:39:48,853 --> 00:39:52,861
since you have made so little
in the U.S."

441
00:39:52,861 --> 00:39:56,828
He said, "I also want to visit
my family in Salvatierra.

442
00:39:56,828 --> 00:40:02,171
And for me, it's time.
I've been in the U.S. for five years.

443
00:40:02,171 --> 00:40:04,635
So, I very much want
to see my family.

444
00:40:04,635 --> 00:40:06,806
Why don't you wait
until the end of the year

445
00:40:06,806 --> 00:40:09,269
and then we can return
to Mexico together?"

446
00:40:35,530 --> 00:40:39,330
<i>When I bought my plane ticket,</i>

447
00:40:39,330 --> 00:40:42,043
<i>he thought I was lying to him.</i>

448
00:40:43,797 --> 00:40:47,262
<i>He only realized it was true</i>
<i>when I said,</i>

449
00:40:47,262 --> 00:40:49,557
<i>"Today, I leave for Salvatierra."</i>

450
00:40:49,557 --> 00:40:52,314
<i>And I left him quite sad.</i>

451
00:40:54,109 --> 00:41:00,872
<i>And after I was a month</i>
<i>in Salvatierra,</i>

452
00:41:00,872 --> 00:41:02,876
<i>Arturo arrived.</i>

453
00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:28,386
Should we perform another?

454
00:41:30,890 --> 00:41:32,895
<i>I met a pretty…</i>

455
00:41:32,895 --> 00:41:34,899
That's it.

456
00:42:08,924 --> 00:42:16,773
<i>I met a pretty morenita,</i>
<i>and I loved her a lot</i>

457
00:42:17,942 --> 00:42:25,916
<i>In the afternoons,</i>
<i>I would go to see my love</i>

458
00:42:27,002 --> 00:42:31,011
<i>When I looked into her eyes,</i>

459
00:42:31,011 --> 00:42:36,020
<i>my passion grew</i>

460
00:42:36,020 --> 00:42:43,827
<i>Ay morena,</i>
<i>I will never forget you</i>

461
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:49,965
<i>All the women</i>
<i>that are in the bars,</i>

462
00:42:49,965 --> 00:42:51,969
<i>all of them are prostitutes.</i>

463
00:42:52,970 --> 00:42:54,974
<i>You have to get along with them.</i>

464
00:42:54,974 --> 00:42:56,979
<i>Be kind to them, attentive,</i>

465
00:42:56,979 --> 00:43:00,987
<i>because often,</i>
<i>those girls help us out.</i>

466
00:43:00,987 --> 00:43:02,991
<i>They tell their clients,</i>

467
00:43:02,991 --> 00:43:05,997
<i>"Get me a little song."</i>

468
00:43:05,997 --> 00:43:10,047
<i>So, the client,</i>
<i>if he has the money,</i>

469
00:43:10,047 --> 00:43:14,054
<i>he feels obliged</i>
<i>so he doesn't look bad.</i>

470
00:43:14,054 --> 00:43:16,058
<i>"Sure, which one do you want?"</i>

471
00:43:24,075 --> 00:43:31,924
<i>I told her I was in love</i>
<i>with only her</i>

472
00:43:32,925 --> 00:43:40,232
<i>Her eyes, like two stars,</i>
<i>drew me in</i>

473
00:43:41,734 --> 00:43:49,668
<i>When I'm without her,</i>
<i>even more I love her</i>

474
00:43:50,586 --> 00:43:58,686
<i>Ay morena, my morenita,</i>
<i>I will never forget you</i>

475
00:44:03,111 --> 00:44:06,117
<i>I give thanks to God that</i>

476
00:44:06,117 --> 00:44:10,083
<i>He helps me, and the little I earn,</i>
<i>I give to my wife.</i>

477
00:44:10,083 --> 00:44:12,129
<i>I don't spend poorly, because</i>

478
00:44:12,129 --> 00:44:14,635
<i>I don’t want my children to suffer.</i>

479
00:44:14,635 --> 00:44:17,973
<i>Because I come from the worst.</i>

480
00:44:19,059 --> 00:44:21,856
<i>Completely ragged.</i>
<i>Poor and barefoot.</i>

481
00:44:23,735 --> 00:44:27,075
<i>That's why now I ask God,</i>

482
00:44:27,075 --> 00:44:30,081
<i>"Help my daughters.</i>

483
00:44:30,081 --> 00:44:32,503
<i>Everything You give me</i>
<i>is for them."</i>

484
00:44:34,131 --> 00:44:43,900
<i>If you don't forget me,</i>
<i>we will always be happy.</i>

485
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:51,124
<i>Here in Mexico,</i>

486
00:44:51,124 --> 00:44:53,128
<i>all of those prostitutes,</i>

487
00:44:53,128 --> 00:44:59,390
<i>most of them come</i>
<i>from humble families</i>

488
00:45:01,101 --> 00:45:02,980
<i>that don't have anything to eat,</i>

489
00:45:02,980 --> 00:45:06,029
<i>or whose husbands</i>
<i>have left them, or hit them,</i>

490
00:45:06,029 --> 00:45:08,575
<i>and they can't provide</i>
<i>for their children.</i>

491
00:45:11,998 --> 00:45:14,169
<i>And sometimes,</i>
<i>they go to work,</i>

492
00:45:14,169 --> 00:45:17,175
<i>they make almost nothing.</i>
<i>It's not enough.</i>

493
00:45:19,430 --> 00:45:23,187
<i>Then, they gather</i>
<i>with other women that say,</i>

494
00:45:23,187 --> 00:45:25,191
<i>"Come on. Don't be silly.</i>

495
00:45:25,191 --> 00:45:27,404
<i>This way, you will earn more."</i>

496
00:45:30,369 --> 00:45:34,167
<i>I don't want my daughters</i>
<i>to end up in prostitution,</i>

497
00:45:34,167 --> 00:45:36,129
<i>because that would not be good.</i>

498
00:45:53,707 --> 00:45:55,168
Lupe!

499
00:45:55,168 --> 00:45:57,214
Come here!

500
00:45:57,214 --> 00:45:59,217
Sit down. Let's go!

501
00:46:27,567 --> 00:46:29,696
It's warm. Delicious.

502
00:46:36,752 --> 00:46:38,253
And Juanita?

503
00:46:40,257 --> 00:46:42,262
She doesn't want to eat?

504
00:46:46,270 --> 00:46:49,361
Last night? I made 30 pesos.

505
00:46:55,246 --> 00:46:57,250
No, it's not much.

506
00:46:58,253 --> 00:47:00,215
It's very little.

507
00:47:04,223 --> 00:47:06,226
Work is variable.

508
00:47:07,229 --> 00:47:09,233
Sometimes, I make 100 pesos.

509
00:47:10,234 --> 00:47:12,238
Other times, I make 50 pesos.

510
00:47:13,241 --> 00:47:16,373
Yesterday, only 30 pesos.

511
00:47:40,671 --> 00:47:44,261
<i>Arturo doesn't last too long</i>
<i>without drinking.</i>

512
00:47:44,261 --> 00:47:46,265
<i>When he starts drinking heavily,</i>

513
00:47:46,265 --> 00:47:49,439
<i>then I must start selling snow again.</i>

514
00:47:53,863 --> 00:47:58,289
<i>For the snow,</i>
<i>I need 120 pesos for milk.</i>

515
00:48:00,293 --> 00:48:02,715
<i>Three pesos for cinnamon.</i>

516
00:48:04,342 --> 00:48:07,306
<i>Seven pesos for sugar.</i>

517
00:48:07,892 --> 00:48:10,271
<i>Ten pesos for salt.</i>

518
00:48:12,274 --> 00:48:15,364
<i>Forty pesos for ice,</i>

519
00:48:15,364 --> 00:48:16,618
<i>more or less.</i>

520
00:48:24,216 --> 00:48:31,313
<i>So, my daily budget</i>
<i>for making the snow</i>

521
00:48:31,313 --> 00:48:35,029
<i>is about 140 or 150 pesos.</i>

522
00:48:57,198 --> 00:49:02,375
Before, I would make it by hand,

523
00:49:02,375 --> 00:49:06,341
and I used to get really tired.

524
00:49:06,341 --> 00:49:10,099
Then, when I came back
from the U.S.,

525
00:49:10,099 --> 00:49:13,355
I bought my machine.

526
00:49:13,355 --> 00:49:16,362
And yes, I still get tired,

527
00:49:16,362 --> 00:49:19,993
but much less, because
I help myself with the machine.

528
00:50:38,192 --> 00:50:39,528
How much?

529
00:50:39,528 --> 00:50:40,780
Six pesos.

530
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:48,296
Milk or lemon?

531
00:51:26,790 --> 00:51:30,545
<i>Here, sales go up and down.</i>

532
00:51:30,545 --> 00:51:33,719
<i>Sometimes, you sell regularly.</i>

533
00:51:35,264 --> 00:51:36,558
And one of milk?

534
00:51:39,188 --> 00:51:41,235
<i>Sometimes, I sell less.</i>

535
00:51:43,114 --> 00:51:47,038
<i>What I try to prevent</i>
<i>is losing the client.</i>

536
00:51:48,834 --> 00:51:54,511
<i>The smallest cone I sell</i>
<i>is for three pesos,</i>

537
00:51:54,511 --> 00:51:59,521
<i>but some children say,</i>
<i>"I only have two pesos."</i>

538
00:51:59,521 --> 00:52:01,525
<i>They say, "I only have so much."</i>

539
00:52:01,525 --> 00:52:03,529
<i>Whatever you can.</i>

540
00:52:05,408 --> 00:52:06,534
Thank you.

541
00:52:23,945 --> 00:52:26,617
<i>Sometimes, kids approach me</i>

542
00:52:26,617 --> 00:52:30,709
<i>and they're barefoot,</i>

543
00:52:30,709 --> 00:52:33,546
and they say, "Mister,
can you give me a cone of snow?"

544
00:52:33,546 --> 00:52:37,472
And I remember when I was little,

545
00:52:37,472 --> 00:52:40,019
and I give them the cone.

546
00:52:40,019 --> 00:52:43,567
Because I suffered a lot.

547
00:52:43,567 --> 00:52:46,572
The little ones come up to me
all torn up.

548
00:52:46,572 --> 00:52:49,579
The poor little children.

549
00:52:49,579 --> 00:52:52,167
Here. Go on.

550
00:53:19,306 --> 00:53:26,402
<i>In the name of the Lord, everyone praise</i>

551
00:53:26,402 --> 00:53:30,036
<i>His glory overtakes the sky and earth</i>

552
00:53:30,036 --> 00:53:34,795
<i>He has made his people strong</i>

553
00:54:26,605 --> 00:54:29,570
We've had a little problem
with my wife.

554
00:54:30,739 --> 00:54:32,701
The problem is only that...

555
00:54:34,122 --> 00:54:36,626
I don't know, she is a little sick.

556
00:54:37,335 --> 00:54:41,051
She has a problem called "menospausia."

557
00:54:41,678 --> 00:54:43,307
It's a female problem.

558
00:54:48,149 --> 00:54:52,116
They say that a woman
feels upset, nervous.

559
00:54:54,287 --> 00:54:55,748
Nothing makes sense.

560
00:55:01,468 --> 00:55:04,056
When I come back from work

561
00:55:04,056 --> 00:55:07,188
and we begin to eat.

562
00:55:07,188 --> 00:55:08,482
And she starts...

563
00:55:10,778 --> 00:55:12,323
using certain words...

564
00:55:15,746 --> 00:55:22,134
And instead of enjoying my meal,
I can't eat with pleasure.

565
00:55:23,178 --> 00:55:25,057
And I can feel the rejection.

566
00:55:27,394 --> 00:55:33,156
But I think that if we were
better off financially,

567
00:55:33,156 --> 00:55:35,451
things would be better with Carmela.

568
00:56:03,008 --> 00:56:06,640
<i>Beautiful love</i>

569
00:56:08,185 --> 00:56:11,690
<i>Beautiful love</i>

570
00:56:13,569 --> 00:56:21,586
<i>That the sky has sent destined only for me</i>

571
00:56:23,798 --> 00:56:27,056
<i>Precious gift</i>

572
00:56:32,984 --> 00:56:39,915
<i>from the sky has arrived</i>
<i>and filled me with fortune and love</i>

573
00:56:42,168 --> 00:56:45,675
<i>Beautiful love</i>

574
00:56:51,228 --> 00:56:55,111
<i>I feel like a boy with a new toy</i>

575
00:56:55,111 --> 00:56:58,534
<i>Content and happy</i>

576
00:56:59,704 --> 00:57:04,379
<i>I can't help it</i>

577
00:57:04,881 --> 00:57:09,139
<i>And I want to shout it</i>

578
00:57:09,806 --> 00:57:14,025
<i>Beautiful love that God has sent me</i>

579
00:57:14,025 --> 00:57:19,160
<i>Only for me</i>

580
00:57:33,772 --> 00:57:37,278
I would look for Arturo to go to work

581
00:57:37,278 --> 00:57:39,200
and his wife would say
that he wasn't home.

582
00:57:40,493 --> 00:57:42,413
"No, he isn't here.

583
00:57:42,413 --> 00:57:45,170
He has gone on an errand
or something."

584
00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:51,140
Later on I saw Arturo's wife
and she said,

585
00:57:51,140 --> 00:57:53,185
"You won't see Arturo again."

586
00:57:53,185 --> 00:57:55,732
I thought he had gone back to the U.S.

587
00:57:55,732 --> 00:57:57,861
Why won't I see him again?

588
00:57:59,615 --> 00:58:02,495
I told Carmelito,

589
00:58:02,495 --> 00:58:04,917
"Look, Arturo has been drinking a lot."

590
00:58:04,917 --> 00:58:08,300
So when he starts to drink...

591
00:58:10,387 --> 00:58:13,142
he finds no way to stop.

592
00:58:13,893 --> 00:58:21,409
Then we had to get the police
to lock him up,

593
00:58:21,992 --> 00:58:26,836
to get him into rehab

594
00:58:26,836 --> 00:58:30,677
because he would never go on his own.

595
00:58:33,807 --> 00:58:37,483
We brought him there because
a friend of ours brought him home,

596
00:58:37,483 --> 00:58:41,490
saying that he was biking
towards oncoming cars.

597
00:58:41,990 --> 00:58:45,873
So he wouldn't get hit,
he brought him home.

598
00:58:45,873 --> 00:58:48,046
He is confined.

599
00:58:48,046 --> 00:58:51,593
He's in a daycare.

600
00:58:51,593 --> 00:58:53,932
When he's out
I plan to have a talk with him,

601
00:58:54,724 --> 00:58:56,980
to see what he is thinking

602
00:58:56,980 --> 00:58:59,276
and to decide
if we should go back together.

603
00:58:59,276 --> 00:59:05,205
Carmelito says that I pamper him

604
00:59:05,871 --> 00:59:07,583
and that's why he is this way.

605
00:59:08,042 --> 00:59:12,344
But...I don't think so.

606
00:59:12,344 --> 00:59:14,013
I miss him a lot.

607
00:59:14,013 --> 00:59:16,017
We are like brothers.

608
00:59:16,893 --> 00:59:20,944
So if I see him soon,
I'll just say, "Let's go, Arturo.

609
00:59:20,944 --> 00:59:23,991
Let's look for a way back."

610
00:59:28,042 --> 00:59:33,887
<i>At my age, to cross the desert</i>
<i>would be rather impossible.</i>

611
00:59:35,349 --> 00:59:39,231
<i>To cross the mountains would be as bad.</i>

612
00:59:39,231 --> 00:59:45,951
<i>That's three or four days without eating.</i>

613
00:59:47,413 --> 00:59:54,511
<i>So I don't feel capable</i>
<i>of dealing with these things.</i>

614
00:59:58,602 --> 01:00:04,407
<i>I would like to try my luck at getting a visa.</i>

615
01:00:04,407 --> 01:00:06,494
<i>And leave for the States without problems,</i>

616
01:00:06,494 --> 01:00:08,248
<i>without running,</i>

617
01:00:08,248 --> 01:00:10,960
<i>and just go directly there.</i>

618
01:00:14,091 --> 01:00:15,679
Please excuse me.

619
01:00:16,931 --> 01:00:20,564
A lawyer told me
you could give me some advice.

620
01:00:20,564 --> 01:00:23,026
I want to travel to the U.S.

621
01:00:23,569 --> 01:00:28,288
But I was wondering
if you could advise me.

622
01:00:28,288 --> 01:00:30,583
What do I need to do?

623
01:00:32,587 --> 01:00:33,673
To get a visa?

624
01:00:34,841 --> 01:00:37,847
What kind? Just a visitor's visa?

625
01:00:37,847 --> 01:00:41,104
Or for business?

626
01:00:41,104 --> 01:00:44,027
Well, a visa or a permit.

627
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:50,415
The most important requirement
for the U.S. Embassy

628
01:00:50,415 --> 01:00:53,085
to determine whether
to grant or deny a visa

629
01:00:53,085 --> 01:00:58,430
is evidence of your work
and economic stability in your country.

630
01:00:58,430 --> 01:01:01,938
With such evidence
they won't have objections

631
01:01:01,938 --> 01:01:06,822
to granting you a visa or a work permit
for travel to the U.S.

632
01:01:06,822 --> 01:01:09,370
independent of the reason for your visit.

633
01:01:10,538 --> 01:01:17,219
The responsibility is yours alone
to prove your economic self-sufficiency,

634
01:01:17,219 --> 01:01:22,271
so that you will take the trip
and come back.

635
01:01:22,271 --> 01:01:23,730
That's it.

636
01:01:23,730 --> 01:01:26,779
So they will require
your economic resources,

637
01:01:26,779 --> 01:01:31,204
like a bank card, or a bank account,

638
01:01:31,204 --> 01:01:35,797
national or international credit cards.

639
01:01:36,591 --> 01:01:40,890
They will also ask what is your job.

640
01:01:40,890 --> 01:01:46,109
Proof, if you are the owner
or the proprietor.

641
01:01:46,109 --> 01:01:50,368
Or a letter from your boss
that states how much you earn

642
01:01:50,368 --> 01:01:52,497
and the reason for your trip.

643
01:01:53,499 --> 01:01:58,132
You can also present evidence
of any properties that you own.

644
01:01:58,132 --> 01:02:02,601
If you have a house, a business, a vehicle...

645
01:02:02,601 --> 01:02:07,653
That's the most important thing
to petition a visa.

646
01:02:09,698 --> 01:02:10,824
Because...

647
01:02:13,831 --> 01:02:15,167
So...

648
01:02:16,168 --> 01:02:22,138
Would I maybe have a chance
because of my age?

649
01:02:22,138 --> 01:02:24,268
Possibly that they won't...

650
01:02:24,268 --> 01:02:26,815
That they won't cause you much trauma.

651
01:02:27,148 --> 01:02:28,694
Or obstacles.

652
01:02:29,488 --> 01:02:31,156
Sometimes it's strange.

653
01:02:31,156 --> 01:02:37,629
Often they will give more flexibility
to young people than to an older person.

654
01:02:40,885 --> 01:02:42,053
Thanks so much.

655
01:02:42,053 --> 01:02:45,602
And pardon me
for interrupting your work.

656
01:02:49,278 --> 01:02:55,456
When one goes to the U.S.,
they ask for a lot of money.

657
01:02:55,456 --> 01:02:57,960
To have wealth
when one goes as a tourist.

658
01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:01,676
When it's for work,
one needs different papers.

659
01:03:01,676 --> 01:03:04,849
And I don't have any of that.

660
01:03:05,977 --> 01:03:10,110
If it can't be done,
we'll stay in Salvatierra.

661
01:03:13,492 --> 01:03:15,746
What else can I tell you?

662
01:03:15,746 --> 01:03:20,715
I hope God helps me
and I can get a permit made.

663
01:03:21,674 --> 01:03:27,018
But if not, I resign myself
to whatever comes next.

664
01:03:47,769 --> 01:03:50,899
Gig on Sunday, 3 PM...

665
01:04:21,168 --> 01:04:22,755
<i>I have diabetes.</i>

666
01:04:23,506 --> 01:04:30,395
<i>And at any moment it could get worse</i>
<i>and I could lose my leg.</i>

667
01:04:39,790 --> 01:04:44,966
<i>So I beg God to take me</i>
<i>in any other way</i>

668
01:04:44,966 --> 01:04:48,557
<i>but not to cut off parts of my body.</i>

669
01:05:01,248 --> 01:05:06,634
<i>Here in Mexico,</i>
<i>many people request of their family,</i>

670
01:05:06,634 --> 01:05:12,646
<i>"When I die, I want to go to the cemetery</i>
<i>with mariachis,"</i>

671
01:05:12,646 --> 01:05:15,777
<i>to play the favorite music</i>
<i>of the poor deceased.</i>

672
01:05:33,855 --> 01:05:38,363
<i>My mother has died</i>

673
01:05:39,116 --> 01:05:44,334
<i>Her treasure has ended</i>

674
01:05:45,127 --> 01:05:49,428
<i>My mother has died</i>

675
01:06:25,417 --> 01:06:29,676
She died on February 17th.

676
01:06:31,387 --> 01:06:37,941
We felt bad
because we would go to the health center,

677
01:06:37,941 --> 01:06:43,913
but they wouldn't attend to her well
because of our economic situation.

678
01:06:44,413 --> 01:06:48,462
We weren't able to pay enough,
so they didn't treat her well.

679
01:06:49,173 --> 01:06:52,847
That's why I was afraid.

680
01:06:52,847 --> 01:06:58,483
I said, "If I can't afford to take
my mother to a good doctor..."

681
01:06:58,483 --> 01:07:02,365
After seeing her suffer,
well, I asked God often

682
01:07:02,365 --> 01:07:05,455
that it would be better
if He took her.

683
01:07:18,815 --> 01:07:23,742
<i>I know that I could have done better by you</i>

684
01:07:25,578 --> 01:07:31,173
<i>Alone in the darkness I am living</i>

685
01:07:32,049 --> 01:07:37,644
<i>The same solitude as in your tomb</i>

686
01:07:39,522 --> 01:07:42,195
<i>How much I wish</i>

687
01:07:45,035 --> 01:07:48,666
<i>you would come back to me</i>

688
01:07:49,543 --> 01:07:57,475
<i>And that your eyes would have never closed</i>

689
01:07:57,475 --> 01:08:01,107
<i>And that I could look at them</i>

690
01:08:21,523 --> 01:08:25,866
My dad was saving for my 15th birthday.

691
01:08:31,210 --> 01:08:34,842
We had insurance
and they took it away from my grandma.

692
01:08:37,973 --> 01:08:46,156
And my dad had to use all of his savings
for the expenses and the funeral.

693
01:08:54,590 --> 01:08:58,430
<i>For a quinceañera,</i>
<i>it's customary to celebrate a mass.</i>

694
01:09:00,058 --> 01:09:03,734
<i>She wears traditional clothes to the mass.</i>

695
01:09:04,736 --> 01:09:06,613
<i>They get photographed.</i>

696
01:09:06,613 --> 01:09:09,746
<i>And then there is a dance, a feast.</i>

697
01:09:12,583 --> 01:09:14,338
Sometimes...

698
01:09:15,422 --> 01:09:20,976
I don't feel like having the party
because I don't want to pressure my dad.

699
01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:24,565
But sometimes I want it because...

700
01:09:27,489 --> 01:09:29,744
it's something beautiful to have.

701
01:09:29,744 --> 01:09:34,336
I had dreams of giving her a beautiful party,

702
01:09:34,336 --> 01:09:36,632
but we couldn't.

703
01:09:37,550 --> 01:09:38,678
So then...

704
01:09:44,021 --> 01:09:51,452
Now the family wants to pitch in.

705
01:09:51,452 --> 01:09:53,374
Some will bring the cake.

706
01:09:53,374 --> 01:09:57,591
Others will make some pozole.

707
01:10:00,013 --> 01:10:01,599
Everyone would be here.

708
01:10:36,668 --> 01:10:39,800
I want to thank all of you.

709
01:10:40,635 --> 01:10:43,516
I want to thank you for your company.

710
01:10:44,267 --> 01:10:50,948
We're all here to have this little...
this little get together.

711
01:10:50,948 --> 01:10:54,246
And to dedicate...

712
01:10:57,126 --> 01:11:00,173
a toast to my daughter Juanita, my pretty girl,

713
01:11:01,509 --> 01:11:05,727
who yesterday celebrated her 15th birthday.

714
01:11:05,727 --> 01:11:10,611
I am very thankful to you all
for being here with us.

715
01:11:12,448 --> 01:11:13,743
Even if...

716
01:11:13,743 --> 01:11:15,705
It is better to have something small but...

717
01:11:17,124 --> 01:11:20,297
but all be together having a good time in peace.

718
01:11:21,048 --> 01:11:24,680
Let's give applause for Juanita.

719
01:12:22,671 --> 01:12:26,638
<i>From the stars in the sky</i>

720
01:12:26,638 --> 01:12:30,898
<i>I would like to retrieve for you two</i>

721
01:12:31,814 --> 01:12:35,406
<i>One to say hello</i>

722
01:12:35,406 --> 01:12:39,999
<i>and one to say goodbye</i>

723
01:12:41,792 --> 01:12:49,935
<i>Four doves have flown through all of the cities</i>

724
01:12:59,578 --> 01:13:05,298
<i>Today you turn 15, sweet little doll</i>

725
01:13:05,298 --> 01:13:11,228
<i>Your golden dream is a reality</i>

726
01:13:12,313 --> 01:13:14,609
<i>Before you were a girl...</i>

727
01:13:14,609 --> 01:13:18,659
<i>Before you were a girl, a little girl</i>

728
01:13:18,659 --> 01:13:23,084
<i>Today a society's lady</i>

729
01:13:23,877 --> 01:13:28,303
<i>There's nothing in the world more beautiful</i>

730
01:13:28,303 --> 01:13:33,147
<i>than seeing your beautiful joyful face</i>

731
01:13:33,147 --> 01:13:37,655
<i>And always remember that these 15 years</i>

732
01:13:37,655 --> 01:13:41,538
<i>will never come back to your life</i>

733
01:13:42,331 --> 01:13:44,084
<i>You are a queen</i>

734
01:13:44,084 --> 01:13:46,255
<i>You are a goddess</i>

735
01:13:46,255 --> 01:13:48,510
<i>You are so beautiful</i>

736
01:13:48,510 --> 01:13:51,140
<i>So angel like</i>

737
01:13:51,724 --> 01:13:57,110
<i>That from heaven, we only ask for one thing</i>

738
01:13:57,110 --> 01:14:00,201
<i>That you are happy...</i>

739
01:14:01,995 --> 01:14:08,174
<i>for eternity</i>

740
01:14:16,482 --> 01:14:17,860
Hey, Carmelo!

741
01:14:29,801 --> 01:14:31,973
Ready? Let's go.

742
01:14:34,643 --> 01:14:35,937
Hey there.

743
01:14:35,937 --> 01:14:36,983
How are we doing?

744
01:14:39,695 --> 01:14:43,453
<i>Since Arturo left the daycare,</i>

745
01:14:43,453 --> 01:14:45,331
<i>he has behaved himself.</i>

746
01:14:45,331 --> 01:14:49,590
<i>If this will change, I don't know.</i>

747
01:15:12,761 --> 01:15:21,862
<i>So far from you, I can't live</i>

748
01:15:22,364 --> 01:15:30,672
<i>So far from you, I am going to die</i>

749
01:15:31,632 --> 01:15:40,650
<i>In this tavern, so full of drinks,</i>
<i>I want to forget</i>

750
01:15:41,444 --> 01:15:50,002
<i>But not even these drinks, Mr. Bartender,</i>
<i>can help me forget</i>

751
01:15:51,880 --> 01:16:00,065
<i>I go out to the streets searching for comfort,</i>
<i>searching for love</i>

752
01:16:00,898 --> 01:16:03,404
<i>But it's impossible</i>

753
01:16:03,404 --> 01:16:08,874
<i>My faith is a dried leaf that kills the pain</i>

754
01:16:17,975 --> 01:16:22,651
Arturo has better chances for help than me

755
01:16:22,651 --> 01:16:23,778
because of his son.

756
01:16:26,743 --> 01:16:29,664
He can get papers easily.

757
01:16:29,664 --> 01:16:32,545
His son works for Americans.

758
01:16:36,554 --> 01:16:40,018
And if he goes that way,

759
01:16:40,018 --> 01:16:45,238
then I will try to leave with a coyote.

760
01:16:47,074 --> 01:16:49,496
I see him as indecisive,

761
01:16:49,496 --> 01:16:51,960
as if he would rather stay here.

762
01:16:54,924 --> 01:17:00,644
Because if he really wanted to go over there,

763
01:17:00,644 --> 01:17:02,772
he would have done it already.

764
01:17:03,607 --> 01:17:04,902
But I don't see it.

765
01:17:09,244 --> 01:17:12,585
There are moments
that make me think twice about life.

766
01:17:12,585 --> 01:17:16,925
But ever since I was a little boy,

767
01:17:16,925 --> 01:17:23,440
I've always had the inspiration
here inside

768
01:17:23,440 --> 01:17:27,948
that I wanted to be somebody in life.

769
01:17:29,116 --> 01:17:32,040
That we struggle, we all struggle.

770
01:17:32,040 --> 01:17:33,209
It's logical.

771
01:17:45,943 --> 01:17:49,617
I hope that if one day
I have an opportunity,

772
01:17:49,617 --> 01:17:52,705
then I am going to take advantage of it.

773
01:17:52,705 --> 01:17:54,834
Just keep going.

774
01:17:55,462 --> 01:17:57,424
That's all I desire in this life.




